This is my last day of freedom before back to rehearsal/the show closes at the end of April.

And what do I get to do? Wait around for boxes of gaffers tape...Kelly Green gaffers tape, to arrive. I do not want to be waiting inside for a delivery of tape. I want to be outside, reading my book written by a Tibetan Buddhist Monk about the secret to happiness. Because I am obviously not happy sitting around here, having an anxiety attack every time I refresh my work email because God Forbid something else happens.
The anxiety feels like an elephant is hiding inside my chest. I don't think a job should make me feel this way.