New haircut and a messy room. oh well.

This post makes me sad

This thread... followed by
this post and this are just heartbreaking.


But at least Gawker is being proactive.


or this. Two random guys on the internet are figuring more shit out than BP. Meanwhile you have the CEO and CFO of the damn company sticking their fingers in their ears and shouting "WHY ARE YOU BEING SO MEAN. STOP GANGING UP ON USSSS."

They won't even take 1/2 the legitimate suggestions that reputed Marine Biologists and Environmental Scientists are suggesting. Why? Because it's expensive, they may lose more oil, or it will make them look bad. NewsFlash Bro: You are singlehandedly destroying the Gulf of Mexico. And if that oil gets into the Gulf Stream, like a commenter said in the first link, that will basically pollute or infect everything. Do you really think being known as the leading cause for the destruction of our marine ecosystems is a shiny, good, and wonderful thing? No.


And how many months now has it been?
God almighty.

It's been awhile.

I was up in Boston visiting Hayley and her family, surrounded by being emotionally crushed to death by emergency auditions the week before. But I'm back and trying to figure out why my camera won't upload pictures. When I finally figure that thing out, I'll post them.

Other than that... 2 months until I get to go home! I'm thinking of this as summer school. There are aspects of summer school I like, and aspects I hate. Regardless, summer school is reassuring because it ends and you still have over a month of summer left to fritter about. So that's what I'm doing. I'm not an Associate Producer and Company Manager working at a theatre festival... I'm at summer school.

It's the little things that help me.

I also cut my hair. Chopped it off to below my chin with a pair of scissors I found in a suitcase in my room. I feel a bit better with short hair, and my hair itself feels infinitely softer and not like I'm wearing a dry mop on my head.

I'm really tired, but I need to go get ready. The girl who played Puck invited me to her house in Long Island for a Memorial Day party and I need an IV of caffeine.

Oh and before I forget, I bought

for 40% off. So far it's really good, but I'm trying to pace myself out while reading it.



I really need to figure out something interesting to write about. It's not like I can gossip as freely around here. That's just asking for trouble.

I know, I know. I've fallen behind. But we lost 3 actors in the course of 2 days and since then I have been rapid-fire trying to put together an audition for tomorrow. Basically, the concept of hurling myself out the 34th story of my building would have been preferable.

So the rest of the weekend will be mayhem. I have to do this audition, finish up all my stuff for next week since I'll be gone, and go to a reading. Except an update when I'm on the bus to Boston Monday morning.

Until then.


turn around

Shhhh. I don't want to admit that I've been watching GLEE. But I have.
Now, I have many reasons to avoid Glee.

1. Autotune
2. Character and plot continuity
3. AUTOTUNE


But I'm kind of a fan of anyone who's been in HAIR and Jonathan Groff fullfils those very minimal requirements. So, long story short, I've been watching it since he first appeared with jazz hands and show face. And I don't want to like it, and I'm not allowed to admit that I like it to any of the people who I hang out with, so it's become my guilty pleasure. Like eating a box of oreos while watching Biggest Loser.

And the most recent episode of GLEE was filmed by Joss Whedon, with Neil Patrick Harris, and name dropping Patti Lupone- which means I have to automatically watch and appreciate.

I still want to beat Ryan Murphy to death with a choir stand, though.

I promise when I actually do something interesting I'll update.



But let's just say my bosswants to do a staged reading of my play.
...
...
I REALLY NEED TO EDIT.

5 Things: Youtube Edition

1. I'm in love with these guys


2. They stole my karaoke song.


3. If I can pull it off, I'm starting a scene of my play off with this song.

Note: it's sung by a guy.


4. Why is this show so good?




5. And now for something completely different.


WHAT.




Goodnight.